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jakarta, Indonesia
me? a girl who won't kill her self,her mind and her life if she had a broken fvcking heart(s)

my mind's screams

why happiness always comes and goes? why it can't stays?
*still look for the answer!

hey welcome to my blog that i'll tell you everything here. don't forget to follow me and if you want to linked by me just ask!

but as well,
you can sit beside me when the world comes down..
-the all-american rejects

thanks..
with love, wf


Saturday, January 30, 2010

ld fuckin' k

ck gue abis pulang dr ldk osis loh. hhh gue kesel. sebenernya gue mau jd family council(osis) tp pas dtg ldk sama liat ada proposal,ikrar,dll nya itu tiba2 gue jd maleeesss banget. peep juga males kata nya sama anak osis, berarti dia males sama gue dong entar? hhhh pokok nya serba salah bgt tau ah. kalo mau masuk sma 8/labschool kan katanya kalo anggota osis lebih "gampang" masuk. jd yaudah lah gue terpaksa gt hhhh ya allah mudah2an peep ga males deh sama gue hiks.

nih pas ldk tuh GA ENAK banget. ga enaaak bgt tau gak. di kelompok gue(kreatifitas) gue jd inceran nya. jd di kelompok itu gue yg mau di buat nangis. tp gue ga nangis untung nya HA HA! pokoknya parah deh gue di jahatin nya ck. kalo itu sih gue bodo amat. gue ga peduli. gue beneran nangis pas.......... HP gue rusaaakkkkk! aduh ya allah beneran gue langsung sedih bgt gt pas liat hp gue udah ga ada bentuk nyaaaaaa:'( it means = I NO LONGER HAVING A CELLPHONE! oh god,poor meT_T aah trus pas liat hp gue gitu dalem hati gue langsung blg gini "coba gue dengerin peep ga usah ikut ginian" aaah tp biarin aja yak. it's my brand new EXPERIENCE. ck hhh ya allah,mudah2an handphone gue betul ya allah:( trus moga2 gue di beliin lg yg lebih baguuuss. hiks tp gue udah pw pake hp itu deh beneran sumpah hiksss BIG FUCK OFF FOR THIS LDK! hell yeaahh

AAAAAA PEEEEEEEEEEEEPP! I NEED YA!

byebye, wf♥

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

BAD FUCKING MOOD!

bla bla bla bla i'm on the fucking mood dude! and i hate it. peep turns "unsweet" anymore or whatelse. i don't care! hhh and all people in my home just made me miserable,lonely,desolately,sadly and bla bla bla I DON'T CARE! NOW I DON'T KNOW WHO I HAVE TO SPEAK UP WITH! peep? NO. tara,dika? they're seems busy and they're kinda bored heard my complaintment. audra? not too interesting like past before. mom? BIG NO. koka? he won't gives me any comment. AAAHHH I'M DYING! COULD,CAN,WOULD YOU UNDERSTAND, MOM AND WHOELSE? HHH I THINK YOU ALL WON'T. except tara and dika maybe, but i won't speak up to em' i don't wanna make them boring hear my complaintment everyday. hhh oke that's all. i just wanna everbody makes me happy or whatever. just take me away from this badmood feeling. especialy you, PEEP! YOU'RE MY BOY. cheer me up! ya ya ya whatever. it won't comes true anyway hhh

byebye, wf!

Saturday, January 23, 2010

my my my my my first date with my my my peep♥:)

heyyy♥ kan gue udah janji neh kalo abis jalan sama peep bakal nge post. nah! ini die post an nyee haha baca aja yak!

okeh,td gue sama peep janjian makan2.. nah trus akhirnye jadi di "soto betawi bang sawit!" wahaha sedaap. padahal gue ga suka soto loh! hiihhhh tp gue suka banget sama peep yowes lah ayo jalan daah HAHA untung aja suasana nya asooy banget, jd gue makan nya masih rada enak lah hehehe oke let's began!

pertama, gue minta izin sama nyokap gue: mah,wafa mau makan2 sama peep. ga jauh2 kok! boleh ya ya ya? nyokap: engga ah! nanti km di apa2in,mama modar entar! gue: aaahh emg peep mau ngapain wafa sih ah elah! nyokap: udah deh ga usah. jaman sekarang ngeri nyong! gue: hhh nenek gue: udah lah, yaudah boleh kok waf. kemaren enin(gue manggil nenek gue "enin") ngeliat peep kyknya anak baik2. gue: wahahaha! iya emaaang hihi jd boleh yaa nenek gue: iya boleh! hahaha mantap laah

kedua, gue janjian sama peep jam 5. tp jam 4.35 an gue baru banguun! haduuh ke labakan gue hahaha taunya pas peep nelfon dia juga baru bangun tidur haha-.- sarap

ketiga, gue nunggu di lokasi huoh agak lama gituu ck ck ck parah bgt ya dimana2 kan cowo nya yg nunggu. ini malah cewe nya hahaha aneh

keempat, kite makan dah haha soto nya sedaaap di bawah mangkoknya ada api nya gt wetsah mantaap bibir gue jd sakiiittt bangeet ck ck akhirnya gue tiup aje haha trus peep bilang "eh jangan di tiuuuppp" gue jawab "aah biarin aja ah, ga bisa makan ak" yaudah deh gue lanjutin makan haha trus kita ngobrol2 gituuu hihihihi seneng se-seneng seneng nya guee ya allaah

kelima, pas mau pulang gue kan mau nelfon nyokap gue supaya jemput. tau nya peep ga bolehin! hahaha jd gue pulang di anterin dia gituuuu hihihi sumpah sweet buangets kyk di pilem2 gt gua berduaan di mobil wehehehe sedaap. trus peep bilang ke gue kalo dia deket gue dia keringatan trus gemeteran banget hihi gue nge fly banget loooh hihi oke lanjut. kan alarm seat belt nya udah nyala2 gt. peep pusing banget kyknya akhirnya kite menepi di jalan taunya seat belt nya stuck haha weeh ribet bgt dah. oh iya trus kan masa ya ada orang2 ngeliatin trus nge "cuit cuit" in gue gt pas dalem mobil bedua sama peep. kan lampu nya lg di nyalain tuh gara2 mau betulin seat belt. iiiihh maksudnya apa coba ye gak? gue ga ngapa2in juga dalem mobiil hhh manusia sarap

hehehehe it feels like i just wanna repeat the time!
really really love today♥ hope it's gonna happen anymore someday:)

byebye, wf♥

Friday, January 22, 2010

my my my my my first year with peep♥

230109♥
(the first year)


heyhey.. hayo sekarang tanggal berapaa? hihi iye, tanggal 23 january 2010! hihihi and today is my day with my only one, my beloved, my whole heart, my deepst heart (LEBAY NEH GUA LAMA2 HAHA) oke,let's short this. with my peep! wohoo seneng bgt dah gue. today is our first year,dude! i love it. trus rencana nyaa gue mau ketemuan entar di soto betawi yg sebelah cisangkuy loh uhuuy! pertama kali neh pergi berdua HAHA ya allah swt, semoga lancaar,ga ada yg di rugikan,semua senang AMIN hehehe

wishes:
♥ last forever
♥ happiness always with us
♥ no one will gonna hurt
♥ meet us the second,third,fourth,fifth and next next next next years, god!
♥ entar SMA,kuliah bareng
♥ bahagia
♥ ga bakal missunderstanding lagi
♥ marah2an nya jaraang
♥ makin sweet hehe
♥ etc

amin ya allah:)
hm nanti gue ceritain lg yaa abis ketemuan deh janji hehe

byebye,wf♥

Thursday, January 21, 2010

beautiful day♥

heeeyy♥ gue seneng banget looohh. peep is finally changed! dia udah berubah jd "rada" sweet gt.. HEHE jd ternyata bener kalo gue ga ketemu dia, dia jd rada gituu ck ck GIMANA ENTAR LDR PEEP? GIMANAA?? astagfirullah bingung dah gua. aduh bodo ah! nih.. dia beneran deh pas ketemu langsung beda dari biasanya ya allaah.. aneh deh bisa ada org kyk gt hmm jd hari ini peep ke rumah gue loooohh uhuy jd tdnya kan peep mau ngasih oleh2nya di ef, tp dia lupaa HAHA jd dia kerumah gue malem2 nye wes mantap lah. dia ngasih gt hehehe aduh ngefly gue rasanya ck ck oleh2nya wasoy semua. gue jd mindeeerrr hiks

trus.. gue sama peep bertukar aib2 kite gt wehehe geblek dah, geblek se-geblek geblek nye! ck ck trus dia cium tangan gt sama nenek guee haha mantap lah.. jd nenek gt asoy banget ga malu. giliran si tante dedeh(mai mam) malu2 kuching gt die ck ada2 aja dah istrinye om windy! haha udah gt yaaaa gt deeeh

aduh ya allah,seneng banget gue tau gaakk wehehehe♥♥ what a beautiful day, and lovely night:)
mana gue hari sabtu setonan jd makin nambah gt sweet nyaaaa hehehe

hm lg nge fly se-fly fly nya nih gue HAHA
byebye,wf♥

Monday, January 18, 2010

bali, peep(peep lagi peep lagi hehe♥), hati hampa(cielah), manusia laknat, cewe gila

heyhey kemaren gue ke bali looh *sowhat! trus ga enak banget cuacanya lagi anjiiiinnggg. trus gue dapeet hhhh fuck up bgt sumpah iihh. gue di sana yaa gt lah,asik nya cuma di hard rock hotel nya doang menurut gue hhh sumpah deh di bali hard rock heaven banget,mau gue tinggal di situ HAHAHA sumpah deh ga penting bgt yak. yg lain nya ya gt lah,males gue nyeritain nya ck. oke sekarang ganti topik to... WHOELSE? peep of course ck ck

hmm gue bingung banget deh sama peep, dia berubah! dia kok ga ada yg "sweet" banget gt deh ck iya gue emg ga suka yg kyknya gituu,tp kan gue ga suka kalo misalnya udah pake "sayang,cinta,dll" ini peep udah ga ada sama sekali yg apaaa gitu kek ha? "kangen" aja udah jarang sekarang(huoh,berarti dulu sering?) engga juga sih kadang2 doang. gue iri sekarang sama org2 apalagi sama ka Dara & ka Dhani, ka Rizha & ka Angga,ka Dinda & ka Alam, dll lah rasanya tuh enaaakk banget. padahal gue 5 hari lagi setahun loh sama dia. tp beneran deh ini rasanya gue sering ngerasa ga di perhatiin,ga di sayang,trus kadang2 gue suka mikir dia ga suka lagi hiks:'( capek gue tp gue masih suka banget,masih sayang banget sama diaa tau gak! hhhh jd please ya peep,tolong kek berubah dikit gt kyk cowok2 laen yg sweet tp jgn kelewat batas jg. hhh oke,next topic

hati gue hampa banget sekarang(hoek,bahasa guaaa! ahay dah) yayaya jd back to peep. nih kan gue udah rada gedeg banget sama peep. tp gue masih sukaaaa,sayaaang banget sama diaa jd setiap dia ngomong ato apalah lg rasa sebel gue langsung ilaang *lebay hhh trus ga tau juga ya gue apa dia punya crush baru? (JANGAN SAMPE YA ALLAH, YA ROBBI) apa mungkin gara2 liburan jd jarang ketemu ato apalah dll jd gini rasanya? (hmm mudah2an iya) mudah2an aja deh ah dia pas udah ketemu gue jd kyk dulu amiiiin.. next!

nah ini dia ada manusia laknat di kehidupan gua hhh jd nya tuh dia smssss yg macem2 mulu gt. ini lah itu lah apa lah yg jelas ngancem gue kalo gue deketan sama peep. HELLO,SO WHAT?? HE'S MINE. HE'S MY BOY! CAN YOU GET IT SLUTTY BITCH??! HHH udah ah males gue ngomongin ginian apa ga capek dia sms in gue yg macem2 gt mulu?? udah pulsa abis,nambah dosa,dll.. next topic

cewe gila: nyokap gue HAHAHA ga sopan banget ya? bodo. lagian sarap banget tau ga sih tuh org satu. gue di omel2in mulu masa? hiiihhhh ngeselin bgt sumpah. but i still ♥ you mom ck ck


byebye,wf!

Saturday, January 09, 2010

ya,it's true. it's A-L-L bout peep! hhh

hmm i just realized that "i feel sad, when you're sad. i feel glad, when you're glad" is true. definitely,abviously TRUE oh gosh! gue kasian bgt loh ngeliat peep's 5th gig di cancel. kyknya gue jd kena imbasan gt hhh jd sms nya,dll nya dia kyk malesin ga jelas gt ck bodo deh ah. mendingan gue ga ikut nonton deh daripada di giniin tau gak. gue jd ikut sedih beneran deh hmm gue udah coba nenangin gt eeh dia malah ga bales lagi ck BODO YE! i'd try the best for you.

emg nya gue juga kalo jadi peep marah banget. lagian tadinya kan tanggal 26 dia manggung nya(dia ngingetin nya sampe ke rumah gue loh) gue boleh tuh wetsah gua seneng banget,pertama kali meen gue boleh nonton dia. trus ternyata ga jadi, bokap gue sampe bilang gini "tuh waf,anak band susah di percayaa!" dalem hati gue: FUCK! hhh trus di undur jd tgl 2 gue masih boleh tuh kyknya. eh ga tau nya di undur lg sama tgl 9, bokap gue sampe ga mau komentar tau ga ck kan gue ga bisa tgl 9 nya soalnya tante gue nikah tgl 10 nya jd ga bisa. gue udah gedeg bgt sama tante gue, gue udah sebel banget pas peep bilang gini "hmm ini kyknya ak manggung lg masih lama,jd ini yg terakhir" ck ck eeh ga tau nya tgl 9 nya ga jd juga trus di undur jd bulan april entar. kalo gue jd peep beneran gue kesel banget kali ya. hhh like i give a shit!

capek sumpah gue akhir2 ini terutama pas setelah liburan dia lebih sering marah2,egois,ngambek,ngomel ga jelas gt sama gue. kata2 nya tulisan nya juga udah berubah gituuu hhh idk what to do. hhh trus gimana yaa?? aaah gue udah ga tau nih gimana,males gue bingung. terserah deh dia mau ngapain ck

byebye,wf!

Tuesday, January 05, 2010

its all back to peep ck ck

heyhey..long time no post ya! haha hmm jd sekarang gue mau nge post ttg apaan juga ga tau dah. jd ttg peep aja ye. gue rada gedeg sama kangen bgt neh sama dia ck ck masa katanya dia ga mau ngeliat gue di sekolah kalo gue gendut? astagfirullah. suami macam apa itu? haha trus setiap hari dia nyindir gue soal makanan gt HELLOOO ini lg liburan nyong,jd gua ga tau mau ngapain. LAPAR dah gua ck ck emang dia haha masa katanya dia cuma bukan enggak doyan doang tp juga males ngunyah haha pantesan kerempeng gt yak haha

trus gue kangen gichuu sama dia ck ck padahal belom tentu dia kangen sama gua HAHAHA apabanget deh postingan gue sekarang ck eh trus trus gue rada JEALOUS neehh hmm masa twitternya dia banyak cewek followers nya trus pas gue liat di following siape eeehh banyak juga cewe nya hahaha gue sarap dah cemburu tak jelas gene wehehehe



oh iya,kemaren emak gua beliin gue kelinci looh yg putih buat ila namanya snowbell. yg coklat buat gue namanya brownies haha mantap lah trus mas abokap gue ngotot kalo namanya Pip & Pop ck ck jd Pip itu peep Pop itu gue iih ga banget kan bokap gua ck ck bodo amat pokoknya namanya snowbell sama brownies! wehehehe nih beberapa foto nya eaaa

we we both young when i first saw you. i shared my corn and i flashback start bla bla bla (?)



nih ila sama kelinci nya. setdah jahat bgt tau naila ck ck bentar lg mati paling noh si snowbell(jgn sampe deh haha)


ini si browniees lucu kan lucu kaan?




udah yak gt aje mis yu(lg ngampung nih post gue yg ene)
byebye,wf♥