a daddy that couldn't understand his little daughter!

hi,i really hate this feelings! everything that i do when there was my dad is wrong! it seems i never do the right things in his eyes. it makes me sick! sick of him. but as well i still love him as my father. but i hate day like this. really hate. and it feels i just wanna run away from this house. hmm here goes the story..

jadi kan gue waktu itu di jemput pulang sekolah sama bokap gue trus gue minta izin sama dia kalo gue mau ke dufan bareng anak cassa,gue di bolehin tuh. terus gue minta izin lg kalo gue mau nonton peep manggung di bizzinc! trus jawaban nya "hmm ga tau ah,liat nnti aja. kalo papa libur,oke lah nnti kita nonton tp kalo ga libur,yaa ga usah nonton" gue udah lemes sama males tuh sejak itu kaan. eh ga tau knp gigi gue sakit pas malem nya jd biasa gue turun buat nonton,makan. ini gue ga turun gue ngerem di kamarr. nah bokap gue pikir gue ngambek gara2 bokap gue jawaban nya ga jelas td. nah gue di omel2in. gue sampe nangis

yg bikin gue kejer nangisnya tuh pas bokap gue bilang gini "kamu nih kebanyakan temenan sama anak band ya?! jd ngelunjak sama orang tua! nanti papa telpon deh tuh siapa? si andhika!" gue nangis bgt tuh. gue udah ga tau mau ngapain hhh

terus gara2 itu gue ga boleh ikut ke dufan,ga boleh liat peep manggung. sedih bgt gue. ga bisa ya ngertiin anak?

trus ini juga bikin gue bingung. kenapa anak2 luar fh sama anak fh sering bgt bilang hal semacam ini ke gue "ooh,itu pacarnya andhika? ih ih kok jelek sih?" , "oh itu pacarnya dhika? ck ck jelek" dll astagfirullah! gue bingung tau ga sih?! kenapa gue nyampe di gituin sih? trus knp semua nya berhubungan dengan "pacarnya andhika" so what?! kalo gue pacarnya dia?! ha? capek gue. trus ini yg paling mending "oh,itu pacarnya andhika? biasa ah" hhh lagian nih peep nya juga FAME bgt sih. jd dimana2 pasti aja ada yg tau dia! sedangkan gue? ngeliat aja org udah males kali. iya gue tau gue jelek,se jelek2 nya di mata mereka tp please dong jgn gt,ngomongnya di belakang lg. coba ngomong di dpn gue!

all things that most some people do this week is hurting me!

can,could,would anybody understand me?!

udah deh ya i'm in the business of MISERY! bgt
byebye,wf!

my 10th months anniversary ♥

hello there. okey,i want to tell you something about my anniversary with peep..heh,udah tau peep siapa belum sih? peep itu anak cowok(yaeyalah) kelas 9 di fajar hidayah named: andhika putra pratama haha oke,enough for the greeting. trus ini gue ngeliat dia di tag sama ka agya hihi demen bgt gua kalo di foto matanya sayu' ato merem haha tp gue ngasih tau yg sayu' aja yeee soalnya yg merem masih di kamera nya alyssa jd belom bisa di masukin ck ->

trus,sorry ka angga sama ka agya nya di crop hehe:D hmm here goes the annivstory..

hmm jd kemaren tanggal 22 biasa-biasa aja tuh yah,udah mulai males kan gue. ternyata dia inget coy. dia ganti statusnya gt wekekekek.

sekarang tanggal 23 wes wasek bgt mennn hari ini. yg merusak suasana tuh cuma si sari,bu nia sama si yos doang! coba gak ada mereka. tambah bahagia gua hari ini haha. jd hari ini tuh gue bangun pagi jam 7 lewat 10 men asoy ga tuh? gue kelabakan sendiri di kamar mandi haha gue jd bingung gt di kamar mandi haha ga jelas deh. akhirnye gue kagak mandi! gue cuma sikat gigi sama cuci muka haha mantap lah. saking kelabakanya gua,emak gua juga jd ikut2an kelabakan dia ngaterin gua cuma pake daster! haha trus di belakang mobil gue kan ada sepedah naila. kan ga keliatan tuh. terus di lindes sama emak gua pake mobil! haha mantap laah.

trus pas di sekolah. gue di kasih permen frutellaaa sama peep haha trus gue juga ngasih dia coklat sponge bob gt ck ck tau dah die suka apa kagak. hahaha mudah2an aja suka dah diee hihihi trus gue ngobrol sama dia,trus gua suruh aja dia ngucapin sepuluh bulanan sama gue haha diaa bilaaang! asiiik(noraxxx)

byebye,wf♥

i wanna cry. cry for you!

hello there. gue mau cerita lg neh..gue lg badmood bgt tau ga seh?! hhh bngst! jd ga tau knp gue badmood bgt sekarang pas lg ngetik post ini! hhh

mungkin gue badmood gara2 kemaren rambut gue di potong pendek trus poni nya juga jd miring! hhh anjing. kesel bgt tau ga sih gue! rambut gue jd begini kan gue jd ga pe de nyet! jd kmn2 sekarang pasti kalo lu ngeliat gue. gue lg di cepol,top knot atau ga di kuncir. kalo ga di gituin rambut gue (...) aaarggh

trus ini juga bikin gue badmood. ada anak global mandiri yg sering dateng ke FH pas jam pulang sekolah(gak tau deh tuh mau ngapain. alumni bukan,punya adek atau kakak sekolah di fh juga nggak kyknya) mau mejeng aja kali! masa dia bilang gini ke tara "eh,itu cewek nya andhika? ih,kyk pembokat. gila" iiih. siapa lo? mending yg ngatain gue kakak kelas,cantik banget banget an,kurus,langsing ini cantiknya gak banget2an ah. iya sih emg gue jelek tp jgn gt doong sesama cewek! (fvck off)

trus ada satu problem lg gt deh. males gue nyeritain nya haha

byebye,wf!

all the time ♥

I wanna live forever
Don’t you realize
Forever means together

I hope you know
When you said it wasn’t over
For the third times

I hope you know
It made me wanna give you
Something more and more

I wanna give you hope
All the time and wear your robe
It’s just for the pouring rain
That never end all the time
(my life is raining all the time)

I wanna live forever
I’m the oak tree
Forever scare the stranger
I wanna grow my hairs
And nails all of my life

I want you:
Do change your last name
And be a wife

I wanna share my lung
All the time and face the sun
It’s just like a burning pain
That I’ve been along all the time
(my heart is burning all the time)

heey,i just realized that 3 days left i'm 10 months with peep haha i just can't believe it. and i kinda reminded of that song called all the time by the super insurgent of intemperance talent:) hmm peep gave me that song before i had a relationship with him hahay now i having tears of happiness(lebay)

hihi i just hope that he'll always keep his promises and i'll keep mine too! hmm but i know,as you see i'm too serious having this relationship,right? i always try to not loving him 100% but it's soo hard and not easy as it seems ck ck ck eventhough there's something bad will happen(jangan sampe) i won't and can't forget him anyway. he's my firstlove! everybody never forget their firstlove i guess haha oke that's all. thankful for him,all of my friends,fourties,my parents and the rest of people in my life!

ich liebe dich
byeeee
wafa the monster!

PIM

hellooo..hari jum'at kemaren tanggal 06 nov gue ke PIM sama dika,tara looh (haduh,norak nya) jd pada janjian pake rok gt iih,that was the first time i wore skirt! (ih,nambah norak deh gue ck ) jd udah mulai ga pe-de lah gue sama dress code nya yg gue pake aaahh tp lama lama gue jd cuek kok hehe nah,di pim gue makan,foto dll yg biasa org lakukan pas janjian laah..trus pas jalan ga jelas abis beli cd (tara yg beli) ada anak SMA yg lg ngumpulin dana gt ck ck sarap bingung lah kite ber tiga di kira kan pengen di foto sama GADIS (ge-er) haha tau nye di minta 10 ribuu buat kupon ga jelas gt nih kupon biadap nya iih,ga bgt kan? ck ck tau dah tuh kupon buat apaan mendingan uangnya buat beli jus di mince dapet 2 dapet kembalian 2 ribu lg! (haha lebay bgt dah gua) .





yaa udah lah dan pas menjelang pulang mama nya tara ngajakin makan di burger king haha asoy daah makasih bgt ya tanteee terus gue sama dika di kirain bayar sendiri taunya di bayarin iiih jd ga enak bgt gue tau gaa ck ck trus,pas gue makan ada bulee iih,ganteng bgt loh tara,dika sama ka tia aja setuju hahaha tp tenang peep standing still kok:) hehe trus gue,dika sama tara kan nyoba2 foto tuh bule setdah,susah bangeeet akhirnye cuma dapet foto nya dari samping doang haha nihh foto nya ihihihihi pretty cool ha? haha saraaapp. udah gt gue pulang deeehhh one more!thank you tara,mama nya tara,ka tia,oby,dika:) i got something fun hehe


udah yaaa,itu aja men
deeeeeee muach..
wafa the monster!

my bullying day!

hell-o i want to telling telling lg nih haha jd today is my BULLYING DAY! haha jd hari ini gue di bullying sama 5 orang! mantap bukan? hahaha gue di bullying sama TARA,AISYAH,PAK ANO,BU SARI(setiap hari kale) sama *some one lah pokoknya* neh ceritanya.

first -> TARONGSS: gue di bullying sama tara jd dia ngelempar dompet gt ke gue tau nya kena bibir gueee! oooh em ji! sakit parah gue langsung nangis di tempat haha terus bibir gue jd JENTORRR hahaha mantap mantaap saksi mata: miss ulfa and the whole class hihi

second -> AISYUAAH: jd gue di tonjok tanganyaaa aduh sakit sekalee trus kaki gue di timpuk tempat minum(mending botol aqua! tempat minum beling!) ck ck terus gue di kejarkejar di koridor 2,3 sama 4 aduh memalukan sekale

third -> PAK ANO SI PENJAGA PINTU MASUK! haha serem bgt ya namanya ck ck jd gue kan sama tara jajan es lilin di masjid ga boleh masuk sebelum tuh es abis yaudahlah kite makan tuh es di dpn pager haha gue mah okeh okeh ajee org enak kok adeeeem eh,mungkn gara2 kelamaan jd di suruh 1 menit ngabisin nya yaudahlah gue jd brain freezeeee ck ck ck

fourth -> BU SARI: yaa,seperti biasanya laah

fifth -> someone: males ah gue ceritain nya

haha that's all oh iya,td gue cium tangan sama mama nya peep lg dooonggss eh,sama ardan ulang tahuun happy b'day ardaan
byebyeeeee
wafa the monster!